God, you there?
The post might be sad so the illustration this week will be a teddy bear. I usually send this drawing to friends or family that are sick to cheer them up. I hope this bear helps offset one of the more painful stories of my life. I have been going to church lately. I won’t lie it’s mostly for selfish reasons my best friend, his family including my “nephew” and some other new/old friends go. For some of them that is the only time I can see them during the week for others, it’s just a bonus. Before I start, I just want to say this is my experience or a part of it. If you have faith in something and you are not hurting people with that belief well that is pretty cool. Also, I know a lot of people who believe in God read my posts. This time in my life hurt and it would shape my worldview. I could break my life into two parts before and after the hospital. In a lot of ways, I was un-made during this time. On most days I have a hard time believing in anything like a higher power or God. For